November 2011
32 posts
Assumption of the Latter=Truth
Assuming can usually make me seem like an ass, but assuming my family could ruin my schedule and day all in one fell swoop was indeed a correct assumption. Only venting will rid me of the rage I have. This was supposed to be a good day, yet it was only exhausting and vindictive towards me in every way possible. Yes Spazz and Eddie I am totes mad bros.
I wish I could go back to sleep...
There is two things one can expect out a day: 1. A moment that turns the day into a blissful moonlit walk to happiness, and ranges among the good days one has had. 2. A moment that is does the exact opposite, and that day will range among the bad days one has had. The day has just begun, and I am surely just being pessimistic, but I am going to assume the latter… My family must always do...
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It’s raining again…
A set of eyes look out of a tall windowpane, they are viewing the gloomy world outside as it is pelted by rain; It would seem as if the world was being drenched in the melancholy of the storm. There are prints of condensation left on the window where a hand had…
“When I walk in this spot, this is what I see. Everyone stops and is...”
– Redfoo
Virtuous Patience?
Waiting one second is like torture, waiting longer is multiplicative of course. I can wait, though it is tough. My patience is fortified however with only one small thing. Literally your smile is a catalyst to my thoughts, a motivation to my empathy. Rather sooner, but possibly later I will at last behold you my patience will recycle to begin anew on some other conundrum, but for now Patience...
Happy Birthday
You are the epitome of perfection growing older, yet still a younger spark Your legacy is that of beauty and wit Kesha’s apprentice is what you are Although you can surpass her by far Your confidence should swell into the mountains as you age and become more amazing Know that you are only rivaled by the stars You...
Curiouser and curiouser
I have no clue why I have the large ego and you don’t. It makes absolutely 0 sense, when one such as you doesn’t think of themselves as highly as one like me thinks of themselves. You are beautifully amazing, unmistakably smart, and unnaturally gorgeous. Your perfection is that of a mosaic, the strange eloquence of which you entail is so unique yet astounding all at the same time. ...
pan a gnikaT
It’s never to much to ask, and don’t ignore everything for me, even if I am akin to a drug. You’re sleeping and you’re all that’s on my mind, even if you’re asleep before you see this post this is a reply to your tumble. I find myself being anxious in the day just to talk to you, even if I’m with my friends. It’s 10:30 and I now wish you were awake...
Schedule
I want to stay on schedule, but there seems to be the problem in the sequential review of the overall-analysis. Some thing, nay someone is actually trying to make me sleep so I won’t die, or something like that. I need to get so much done, but this someone thinks I should wait and do it tomorrow morning… This someone is Lauren, and she is astonishingly amazing enough to actually care,...
Exhaustificated.
Let me iterate how today went. Woke up, ran ten miles, afterwards I worked out for an hour. I then proceeded to go to class, and beast at some tests. Eddie then accommodated me at his home as we ate and tried to fix my derp of a computer. All of this was going on while I battled Lauren for custody of a picture of herself. I then got home started beginning the final process of fixing my...
Shame on me.
I failed! I actually fell asleep on you, while not physically/literally on top of you it was still sleep nonetheless. Sleep was a simple whim, and I thought nothing of actually falling asleep, but take comfort and know you were what I dreamed of as I drifted off into my half-coma state called sleep.
Myself and I conversing
The conversation betwixt me and myself, one is right, and one is wrong. Let us view.
Me: If you were nice and not unintelligent, this never would’ve happened.
Myself: I said sorry, what else should I do?
Me: Not be stupid, I know your not used to being nice to the opposite gender, and neither am I, but can’t you try?
Myself: I was trying, it just slipped out…
Me: It slipped...
What Tumbling Precipice?
I feel as if you think I overestimate you, if anything I underestimate you. When I call you smart, I truly mean your brilliant. When I call you beautiful, I really mean unimaginably gorgeous. When you I say you’re talented, I really mean there is no equal to your aptitude. When I say I like you I especially mean, I REALLY LIKE YOU. Don’t worry about anything, because we will live...
Perplexity Incarnate.
Why can’t I think of anything, but you? I now find it hard to think of anything that doesn’t involve you. I’m sure “you’re” obvious enough, although the title might confuse some. You’re truly awe-inspiring enough to make my jaw drop. The mystery of you is my befuddlement, but I know I can trust you. The biggest problem is, I can’t get you out my...
Sleep... it's been quite some time.
Tonight I embark upon a quest to fulfill the request of a fair maiden. The request is strenuous and tedious, but I will pull through to win the heart of one so amazing. The artifact I must acquire is actually indeed the heart I mean to win. The subject of the matter is completing the objective. I must actually get a full night of sleep. I know, most endearing, but nonetheless I will endure...
Shuttering Eyelids
My eyelids wish to close, but all I want is to talk to you. My body seeks to accept sleep’s warm sepulcher of the day, but all I want is to talk to you. All of my physical needs are easily cast aside if I know our paths will cross at on point in the day. The incantation to get me to stop is easy enough, but the ritual to get me to not yearn for it anymore does not exist. If you truly...
Logical Analysis
If someone can not understand a reason for something happening, then this is known as being ignorant. If someone won’t let you talk to them, because of their own views, then this is known as being brain-washed. Now I view my family members as ignorant/brain-washed at most times. When I spout off about something I say being right, they will always retort about how I’m wrong and they...
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Journal Entry — March 21, 2381
Outside my window I can see a sea, it’s pitch black— much like a pool of ink. Sometimes I just watch for hours as it eats planets whole and spits out our ship: The Viking. I find the name fitting, considering the very purpose of this ship is to ensure…
Postulated Protection
She says, “I can it handle myself.” She says, “Seriously, I can watch my own back.” Still I have the immediate want to defend her and make sure she’s alright. She hates it(I think), but I still have the urge to. How can I defend what already has a shield? How can I save what has already been saved? The uselessness I feel is uncertain, yet at the same time I know I...
Transfixed Matchmaker.
The matchmaking began and now my friend and his “girl” are doing well and my woven web can’t be cut(Eddie helped). It was so easy to understand their feelings and use them towards each other positively, some would call this manipulative, but I call it an opportunity. “friend” and “girl” seem to be on the right track and my wondrous work is done. My own...
Wish.
Although your rejection to tell me your wish has left me somewhat dismal, my own wish is keeping me energetic enough to care little. My wish is known to me and to you too if you read on. My wish is that you smile when I see you. My wish is that you like me enough to actually continue to want to see me. My wish is that you don’t care about my flaws. Most of all, my wish is that you like...
This is to make you feel better(hopefully).
This is to make you feel ultimately and completely better. I know not what words will make you melt, but alas I shall try to make tingle like the numbing feeling one searches for when lonely. I will be what makes your night day, and I will be what makes your night bearable. A knight in shining armor is not very unique, but you will be the sun to my solar system, and keep my world lit while I...
Tamed?
I do what someone I like says, so now I am tame. I am understanding this to be as if master to student, but I am the master yet the student commands? This is an interesting contradiction in it’s own, but if her eyes look higher to me being “nice” or “humble” so be it, because I’m game to make her happy.
Apology Accepted.
You needed sleep, no need to be sorry, but nonetheless I forgive you :P
Finite interest.
My affinity for the angering of other people is of the utmost concern to some whereas others are the people receiving the so called “punishment” I dish out. Most think that the ability to frustrate people is not a good thing, but I point out, “What would we have without angry people? World peace? no we would have a boring world without debate or reason.” Next time I make...
Sorry.
You see words slip out, just like Unbidden thoughts poured through the mind, words are the same in that respect. Twice being thought over maybe the process can be overridden, but thinking twice is a hazard left alone by the male variety. With all this said and done only something witty, yet apologetic must be said. Sympathetic, yet solid, but all in all sorry.
Urghhhh.
My frustration is that of a fountain, vigorous and cycling. Always something new comes to frustrate me, and yet I deal with it, but the problem being solved only makes another frustration. Ergo vigorous cycle, and the only way to stop it is to be humble? Never.
artsyalraune asked: WHY ARE YOU SO BAD AT EVERYTHING
"Grahmkrakrz"
My shuffling knows up to 0 bounds, meaning I can go forever, ergo always. You have no clue the aptitude of my shuffle, which confers the subject to your knowledge, and on this subject is about the number of the bounds of which my shuffle has. Smiley faces and what not :P
